Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Tiring Week + Month!!! (07.04.2007)

As wat i predict when this block started, it's really a VERY VERY tiring block for me!! Oh my god, it's really too tiring!! I really need a rest urgently!!

I'm doing darkroom process and space and form this month! It's like a nightmare for me.. Although both lecturer r friendly, (sometimes find that Ingrid quite strict! Haha.. But she's kind to ppl who listen to her,do her work n not late for class!! And the most important is that i'm one of them! Haha..) but these two subjects crushed together would really drive me crazy!!! ARH~~~

But i found another good lecturer in TP which i really respect him truly.. My darkroom process lecturer. He's a very talented photographer and he shares his experience with us.. He also taught us a lot by telling us some stories.. I've learned something from him.. And he's very funny anyway!! Haha.. There r a lot more lecturer i like in TP like Lillie, Peggy, Richard, Yongkin + Ernest(cuz both of them give me A, Haha... Kidding!)and so on... Thanks to them, I've learned something from them.. Haha..

Actually i quite like photography, but wat i dun like is that i need to rush and take photo.. This is kinda stress man.. Also, I'm so scared to be reject, but i know as a designer i need to learn to face the critism from other.. This is also wat i learned while doing part time work in my cousin's wife printing press.. Haha.. So, dun scared to be reject, juz do wat u like.. Haha.. But we still need to refer wat feedback that ppl give us no matter is good or bad..

Thanks to these tiring and busy day, my back seems like getting bad to worse.. Everyday, my back shouting to me, "Khai Xin, help me, i can't take it anymore.. I'm so pain!!" I'm really suffering man.. That day, due to the air-con(if too cold, my back also can't tahan! Haha..)and the heavy rain(rheumatism), my back pain like hell.. My legs were numb("I become so numb~" <=that's not funny~ very cold! ~.~") that i can't walk properly.. I even feel pain when i YAWN!! That's serious man.. So, i took the medicine.. and now it's alrite.. Today went for my physiotherapy, the doctor said i need to 放血!! Omg, I did once on my back last time, it's damn painful la~~ I tot he's juz kidding, but he really did that on my shoulder as he said it's getting bad to worse.. Haha.. But then it's not really pain la.. i still can take it!! And now a large "o-ce" on both of my shoulder.. Haha.. It looks funny but quite pain now.. Haha..

Another good news to share, after that day being force by my mum to drive and fetch my sis, I finally overcome my fears!! I can drive now!! Even my own!! Haha.. But i'm still quite scared la.. haha..while i'm driving i like to listen to TVSQ's(I like them so much!!!)songs!!! Their song r damn nice!! Mayb u all won't agree with me but i'm Kpop lover.. Haha.. and i think they r really talented singers as i can really feel the feeling the put into the song. I like them!! Haha..

Anyway, thank god there's Le Xin same class with me.. We can stress together.. Haha.. Also thanks to Siew Yun and Sin Yee for helping me although we r not in the same class..

Hey girls, let's continue fighting with this block.. another two weeks to go!! I believe that we can pull thru this!!! Gambateh kudasai~

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