Happy 21st... to myself

Yes, I'm officially 21 now. Well, like i said, I wasn't looking forward to this meaningful birthday. I felt bad.

Well, my father went to China as planned. So my birthday he was definitely out. But how sarcastic, theday before my birthday, i went to buy a handphone for my dad's present with my sis. We wanted to buy him one for so long, but u guys know my sis rite, totally if u dun push her she dun move one! Ask her to ask for the price and look for information, she took forever to do it. So, I straight away drag her there and buy it! Of cuz three of us share la. But I m just wondering. I dunno if he won't scold us or whatever. I wonder he would like it, but now it doesn't matter to me any more.

the day before my birthday, my mum asked a few of her frens, my godmother, three little cuties (including my new little brother Li Ge and his two sister Li Jie & Li Huan) and their lovely mother to our house. My mum cooked the dinner, and of cuz needless to say, I was the maid to do the housechores. Seriously, i can't imagine if i go Australia for years, how this house would turn like man! Just two weeks time, the house already a total MESS!! My sister seriously very good at this ok!! And my mum dun even wan to speak a word! I seriously wonder m i born to be their maid!!!!!!!! But I know, I m just a maid at home. My sister is the princess. I HATE sharing room with her! I HATE sharing room with others. I dun wan to sleep with my mum too. But only her princess can have one whole room, If i go over now, she will be sensative again, say i m like my father again. But all my things still in my room with my sis. The day i came back, I went into my room, I almost faint on the spot! How i wish i can just die now man!! It's a total MESS!!! How come that princess can stay in the rubbish one!!?? When I opened my cupboard, wanting to keep those clothes on the bed, I really wish I can just BURN all her clothes off!! Why everytime i need to fold and fold. It's like I'm keeping things in front, she is throwing things behind! I was SO ANGRY that I throw things, I cried. Seriously I wan to get out of this house one day!!!!!!! I dun wan to stay with her anymore!! In Singapore I need to keep the room for her, come back I still have to! I m BORN TO BE MAID!

Yes, saturday, while mum busy preparing the food, I swept the floor, mopped the floor, tidy up things and wiped all tables in my house plus my mum's things. Tired till i wan to faint. But guess what the princess was doing? Watching drama using the com and do her cross stitch. BUSY rite? that's y i need to do all these myself! And it was my birthday if i m not wrong. thanks.

But I had a good time due to my cute new little brother. HAHA! He brought me one box of London Strawberry Roll for my present! hahahaha!! So cute!! I bought some toys for three of them in toy museum, give them as a little gift. they were super happy! :) then he sang me the birthday song beside my ear, with all of them la, after that, he blew off my candles! hahahaha!! I dun get any chance to blow! hahaha!! So funny, then he said innocently, u all said ok one mah! HAHAHAH!! So cute!! Then he sang the chinese version to me again, and this time we blew together! HAHA! Really thanks to him, if not I dun think my birthday will be happy.

Right after the celebration, we rushed to my best buddy in klg - Justin's house. He has the same birthday as mine and he was having a big party there! but then my mum suddenly said she not going with us, cuz her frens asked her to go out. Great right?! Well, that's my parents. Then I went there with my sis, I felt like an orphan. I got no parents. Justin's parents was by his side, and my parents? One went to China, one went out to meet fren. Yes! No big deal. But m I that irritating that even just ten minutes u can't go with me. When Justin asked me where's my mum, I just tell him, with frens. When I was chatting with Uncle Lee, one of my dad's best fren, He said : "Ur father told me he is going to china next week. I also dunno which week he mention. then he said is 11 august that week, then i was wondering, Sunday not Khai Xin's birthday meh?" Even the Uncle Lee remember, why can't my dad remember too! Purposely choose this day to embarrass me. Nicholas even teased me whether my dad going to take china PR! YES! Faster go take and dun come back again!

Actual day, nothing different from other sunday. Lying here and there. reading New Moon. night time my mum said her frens asked her to go out have dinner so i tag along. I tot is just a dinner. Sorry ar, it's just a bunch of aunties, sitting in the Karaoke, singing and playing there. My 21st birthday, need to take pictures for aunties, listening to awful singing. Actually my mum brought me there to be driver and jsut have dinner there. She is the one who go there and PLAY! Then, I'm so thankful to my xiao di and Fui Ting. they save me out of this terrible place. So I drove out to celebrate with them. Actually just five of us la. chatting and eat cakes. But that's more than enough for me. thanks xiao di for specially come back this week. But guess what, before that my mum said she will ask ppl fetch her back, yes, the ppl is ME! It was my birthday, can't i just enjoy my time with my frens for just few hours. So, I drive back to fetch her and her fren back. Then drive out again. How I hope i got into accident and die on the day of my birthday! they hurt me a lot. I m not the one who think i m a maid myself. It's their behaviour that tells me u r just a maid and driver. But I was happy at least for that few hours with my frens. If not, i might sink into depression at home, crying alone again.

I wanna get out of this hell. seriously. I hate this kind of feeling! I dun wan to stay with my sis! I wan to stay alone! Everytime i tell her to tidy up her things in the end i get scold. Yes! How can a maid scold the princess.. Sigh.. This birthday was memorable enough, but in a very wrong way.

thanks to all of u for sending me birthday wishes. I knew i still got frens to support me. :) It's really sweet of u guys! And I love all my family members in Singapore. U guys are always my support ok! Without u guys I might not be able to write blog here. thanks!

21st birthday, I wish I get a nice job soon. I wish TVXQ will not disband and all of us can marry TVXQ la!! haha!! then I wish everyone around me, happy and healthy always~ Happy birthday to myself. ;)