Sunday, July 20, 2008

Happy birthday - my dear friend.

Happy birthday!! Cloud! today is your birthday.. Must post this before twelve! Haha..

Last week, I had a enjoyable week.. I finished my ComDA.. Although I feel release from stress, but I really had a good time there.. With Felix - the nice lecturer~ Haha.. He's so poor thing.. Everyone just take for granted, attend the class anytime! Totally got no sense of punctuality and time management! They wasted my time also!! So angry! But I have a good lecturer which make things simple and clearer.. haha.. But, I hate presentation man! hahaha...

Then, I was rushing for Cloudy's secret project.. rushed till 5am.. In the end, I got flu.. Maybe also the weather... Dun feel bad ok, Cloudy, not your fault.. Haha.. The next day, I feel like just bomb the sch print shop man!! That two aunties really cannot make it man!! Can you believe I stayed there for two hours more and only printed Three pieces of photo collages?!!!! OMG!! So angry man..

The next day, my flu was getting more serious.. I don't feel like go and consult a doctor there, but my sis insist! and she even sms my honey to drag me to clinic.. Haha.. ok la, pretty sweet la.. Hahaha.. Thanks my honey lexin and ah chan for accompany me to the clinic for two times! I'm sorry to disturb your project.. Haha.. See, that's the frenship! Haha.. They are so nice, but the doc sucks! He is super unprofessional! Consulted him for like 2 minutes! Keep talking rubbish! So pissed off!

Then, on friday, we prepared a surprise birthday celebration for Cloudy's 19th birthday!! Yeah!! We celebrate in Dhoby Ghaut! Hot tomato express.. the food was pretty nice, just the pork chop very hard to bite! Haha.. We took a lot of nice photo.. Cloud thought it was just a gathering, but when the waitress brought the cake, she was surprised!! Haha.. She was very happy, and that's what we all wanted to see! Haha.. We ate the cheese cake that Yi Ling chose! It was super ultra nice!! Omg!! I want to eat again!! Then everyone gave her the present they prepared. Then, the climax, we present her our "heart blood" Hahaha.. The secret book - project!! as expected, she read till she cried. OMG, that's so touch till Ah chan also cried! Dunno cry for what! Hahaha... But really we had a very good time there~ We are glad that she loves the book a lot! although some part still a bit cacat! haha.. Then we went to the exhibition that our classmates hold. We saw lots of lecturer there and ex-lecturer - Teng hong! Haha.. never had his class.. But it's very nice to meet him again! Haha..

Ok, last but not least! Happy birthday to my best fren - Siew yun! 19th already! Must be more matured! Wish you happy and healthy always, remember to share with us your everything, don't keep in your heart ok! We share problem together as we are best frens ever! all the best and we will always by your side~ :)

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Finally.. New update~

Hehe.. Ladies and gentlemen! Ah herm.. I'm terribly so sorry for never update my blog for such a long long time~ Hahaha.. But I was too busy and dunno what happen to my friendster blog! So I have decided to change! Haha..

Ok, some updates first. From 24th of March to 30th of May, I was having my memorable Student Internship Programme (SIP). It was a really fun experience for me! I have met a lot of nice people there, actually can said the whole company is a very friendly family kind of company! I was the youngest inside, so everyone treat me very well.. I've met my nice lady boss, Wai Han, funny boss, Mr Fong, my best friend there, C.J, nice jie jie, Sheryl, nice koko, Chang Chieh, Tong, Alvan, nice "uncle", Jonathan, Alvin, the print shop "uncle" and the nice cleaning aunty Kim. They treated me like their family member, the whole environment was just perfectly nice and I really enjoy a lot there~ Haha.. OK should stop it, my honey will surely kill me if i keep saying this~ Haha.. But it was really a wonderful experience for me le~ Haha..

Then I went to Hong Kong! It was really very tiring trip! But it was fun as I went to quite a lot place for sight-seeing, took tons of photossss, went to wonderful Disneyland!! and finally SHOPPING like crazy~ Haha.. It was so fun! Thanks to my jie jie, I'm able to get out of Singapore and see something different! But I hope to get out of Singapore again before my FYP ler~ Haha.. Ok, stop it, somebody like ah chan, quakie, nady, meowie they sure will kill me if i continue~ Haha.. But I bought u all present le~ That's the point ok! The souvenir that I gave u all really cost me a lot! But since we all are ULTIMATE BEST BEST FREINDSS! So nvm~ Haha..

Last week, I went to cycle with stick man, ah chan, quakie & dududududu.. It was so fun! But too bad meowie have to work! Haigh~ Or else sure very very fun! We went to visit meowie on her first day work.. Haha.. She was forced to put on make up and it's like a clown! Haha.. So sorry man, But not as bad as I imagine~ Still pretty as usual~ :) We go cycle, take pictures, talking ghost story in Mcdonald, tired like few corpses on bus 15 and met stick man's sister~ Haha.. It was so memorable and fun! We must go again, all of us! Nady! U better come next time oK!! Stop baking ur cakes!! Haha..

Then the next day, I went to Quakie working place with ah chan! We played inside the shop, slacking, playing, drawing and a lot more! So fun! I never work in a shop selling clothes before! It's so fun to play inside, somemore her boss not inside! haha.. Can play till we xiao~ In the end, three of us do nothing as predicted. Haha.. then suffer the next day lo~ All need to rush for our work~ Haigh~ But it was fun to play there~

Well, the last paragraph is for my M'sia friends which i dun really think u all will bother to read my blog. Well, I don't really wish to say this, but I found out that the gap in between us become bigger and bigger. I used to miss those days we gossip together, play and laugh together.. But, now, to me, u all seems like walking in front, and I m so far behind.. I dun understand what you all talking about, I dunno where r u going to study, I totally lost track of what you all doing now. What i want is just to concern my friends like what they r doing. What I want to know is just how r u all? Do u all need my help? But, I really felt so sad and sometimes even dun feel like going back to face u guys. I'm tired of maintaining our frenship myself.. I'm tired to be a fool.. I really felt that I'm so 一厢情愿.. Well, I understand this will happen one day since I step out from kluang. One day, we will seperate our way and chase our own dream. All I can do, it's just wishing u guys all the best to your future studies.. I hope that one day if we meet each other, we would not just passby like a stranger.. Cuz, we were such a group of good friends, once ago...

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

It's 2008! (02.02.2008)

OMG! Just realize that long time nvr blog something here.. Although one month passed but still HAPPY NEW YEAR & HAPPY LUNAR CHINESE NEW YEAR! Haha.. So happy~~ I love Chinese new year!! ANG PAU!! I'm coming! Wahaha..

Recently lots of things happened and that really affect my mood.. Me & my sis already moved out from Yishun, the place which I stay for nearly two years.. It's a long story.. Nowadays, the rental are really too high.. We can't afford to rent whole flat.. In the end five of us seperate.. it's very sad.. I miss my "lao dou", "ah gong" & "ah tai".. Especially my "lao dou".. we stayed together for nearly two years.. I miss the days that we played together, cooked awful dinner, talk dirty jokes, play autotrimax, watch tv, watch crayon sin chan together, play PSP & so on.. The most memorable one must be my last birthday! It's so pity to seperate but one day we will seperate too.. Haha.. Thanks a lot for take good care of me.. "Ah gong",
ur noodle might be a bit horrible but it's really sweet to cook for me.. "ah tai" haha.. Ur new hairstyle nicer.. Haha.. "lao dou" thanks for allow me to "bomb" u! Haha.. It was a really beautiful memory in my life! Cheers~ T.T


Now, I'm staying with my 6th Aunt, her family n two CATS! They are quite cute la.. I mean their behaviour! Haha.. Really funny sometimes.. Now I'm nearer to Lexy.. I'm so sorry to Porky - My ULTIMATE BEST FRENS! That's also the other reason that I dun wanna leave Yishun! I like to take bus with porky n see how many times can she drop her hands.. Haha.. Talk rubbish! Now is nice also but when u think of take THREE busES to go home, really dun feel like go home man..

Well, there are something funny to share. I think everyone will laugh like hell.. Finally Latest Crayon Sin Chan Published! I'm so looking forward! It's supposed to be funny n happy comic rite.. But I cried terriblely yesterday when reading the comic! Haha.. OMG!! Ya, It's kind of sad that 松坂老师's lover 行田德郎医生died after a bomb attack.. It's so sad that I cried like hell while listening TVXQ's new song - Kissしたまま、さよなら. (A song which Micky & Hero composed - Talk about a guy who miss his beloved girlfren who is dead.) Very touching.. The song is kind of similiar to wat i read.. So sad.. I know it's funny to cry for crayon sin chan! But it's really touching! Haha..

Recently I'm falling in love with another KPOP group - Wonder Girls! Haha.. their song are really nice! Especially the special dance - Tell me - Super popular now in
KOREA! Haha..

SIP coming soon.. So nervous.. Thank god I finally found one after three interviews! Phew~ But not to worry Lexy, U will get one, Lynette will push u out in the end! U will meet nice ppl! I will pray hard for u! Hope can pass it!

K, should emo-ing! Must happy now! It's chinese new year!! Everyone, let's enjoy till the MAX ya~ HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! Enjoy~

Yeah!! Holidays AGAIN!! (28.11.2007)

Wahahaha.. Super long~~~ Time din blog anything here! Yes! Just like my title of this blog (Cool down, i know some of u not as lucky as me.. Haha..) I HAVE MY HOLIDAYSS AGAIN!! YEah!!

This monday just finish my Packaging design.. Last thursday already finish info design.. Actuallu both also quite fun la.. At least i enjoy it but really can't tell rite!! Haha.. Cuz i keep complaining..

Finally holidays, but this holidays are not as relax as last time one.. cuz SIP coming soon.. We need to do our portfolio nicely during this holidays so that we can show it thru interview.. OMG! SIP sounds so scary!! I really dun wish to go man.. But tat's the thing that we need to face it.. I scared to face new ppl, new environment.. I scared nobody would like to employ me.. I scared.. There's lists of thing to scared! But that's the process.. I know i need to be brave! Jia you ba!

Erm.. And now, it's time to share something super duper good thing! Tell u wat.. My wish really come true!! I SAW TVXQ!!! OMG!! they are SUPER DUPER ULTRA HANDSOME la!! They are very tall and friendly.. But too bad i can't take too many pic as photography is prohibited there.. But i really wanna say, their live singing = EXCELLENT man! That's the 实力that made them so popular in ASIA! Till now i couldn't believe that I saw them.. Their dance super 齐.. But too bad U-know can't dance cuz he hurt his waist.. But he still dance a little bit la.. Haha.. That's really a WONDERFUL "TAT" night which is so unforgettable to me! They really very tall and their 舞蹈实力really very very good! Singing? 废话!Of cuz super Duper Nice la!! OMG!! I'm now totally addicted man! They r too handsome! Haha..

Today just went to watch HERO with my sis.. Erm.. It's a nice movie.. It brings me lots of memory.. Like bring me back to that time me n my sister watching the series of drama! Takuya Kimura's acting very nice.. He got his own style.. Erm.. So good.. I wanna watch the old series again man!! Haha..

Finally holidays.. Wat to do.. Exercise! Haha.. Swimming! I miss swimming now! Haigh.. tomorrow got SIP briefing.. So scary but still have to face it! Jia you ba.. lighten myself by reminding myself holidays coming soon! Kambateh kudasai!

Life is unpredictable.. (13.11.2007)

Long time din blog anything here.. but i never tot that this is something about a bad thing happen on my best fren - sin sin!

Today, as usual, doing sketches.. wanna consult Pat but she said she got no time to consult.. Then i went to RJ paper factory with lexy, sinyee and Charmaine.. That was really a happy and wonderful trip with them.. they went there for their prepress assignment.. And me, at first is just like go and look look.. See whether they have any special paper to buy for my packaging.. But really unfortunate that those paper i like OUT OF STOCK! Haigh~ Always like this one..

Suddenly, I received a call from Mandy - my best fren in Kluang.. That was so weird and is like miracle man.. Cuz all of my Malaysia frens think that sending sms to SG is SUPER EXP(although is just twenty cents.. Well.. What can i say.. That's not the money problem.. Is that whether u sincerely want to keep i touch with ur frens to see whether they are still "ALIVE"! Sometimes really can't understand.. Thay can send those bo liao sms like N times but just spend twenty cents to me is like super EXP lo!) When i received that call i was like so happy! Cuz my fren finally contact me.. But out of my expectation - it wasn't a good thing. Mandy told me that my best fren sin sin's father just passed away.. I was like stunned there.. I totally shock and feel really really bad.. After that, i really got no mood to look at paper.. I stare at those paper but the whole brain is full of "it's impossible, too sudden.." but i still have to do assignment.. I'm really very sad to hear that.. I can't believe it..

Then i sms sin sin.. ask her not to take it so hard.. Be strong.. I guess that's wat i can do now.. cuz i can't go back.. I'm so sorry!

Well, life is so unpredictable.. Pls.. all my frens and family members, pls take good care of urself.. I dun want this to happen again.. recently there's lots of bad thing happen in my family.. My uncle just passed away in september.. and something bad happen too.. Now, there's another bad news! If that's the only reason that my Malaysia fren call me, I rather they forever dun call me in SG!

Here's some words to Sin Sin,

Dear fren, I know it's a really hard time for u now.. I understand how sad u r now.. But the Exam is just around the corner.. Pls do ur best during STPM.. Dun give up easily.. I guess everyone also think that way including uncle.. After STPM, dun straight away go to work.. That's not a good way to help ur family.. Go n study uni.. 半工半读.. 辛苦一点.. u just think that after u graduate, u can get better job with better pay, then u can help ur family.. Be strong ok? I know u can do it.. If u really need help no matter in wat way, come to me.. I will help u! Jia you and be strong! I'm looking forward to see a brand new sin sin, a mature and sensible gal.. Jia you and dun give up.. We will always by ur side.. That's wat frens meant to be...

Busy week just started.. (09.10.2007)

OMG!! I just realize tat i long time didn't write something on my blog!! I'm so sorry! Cuz i just finished my quite bad holidays.. Haha..

This holidays really quite bad for me.. A lot of things happened.. But hope everyone around me including my frens and family memberss, pls do take good care of ur body! Nothing is better than health! But there's something good too! My cousin's wife just had an operation and she's recovering now.. Everything over! Hope she take care of herself~ 没事了~ Yeah! 'v'

October, sch started.. I tot i already study in Sg for one year more, so homesick shouldn't be happened to me! But i'm wrong!! After whole month helping my mum n always accompany my mum, when sch started suddenly need to leave home, i feel so sad.. one thing also feel tat my mummy is so poor thing.. as she's quite lonely, but i'm glad tat u found quite a lot of activity to fill up her life! The moment when i step on this new house in SG, I feel like crying.. Then after i called my mum, i finally cried!(Oh ya, i just shift my house, but still Yishun, just two bus stop away from where i stayed last time.. We moved to here on 22nd September which my frens having gathering! Wu.. It's a super tired day for me man!!!) Wat a useless gal ya! Haha..

Sch started, having Advertising and Expressive Illustration now.. I'm so stress as both of my lecturers r so strict! Haha.. I finally get Advertising! But y Ferdi again!!? OMG!! But it's all rite la.. At least he teach something.. Haha.. Si Y.. Erm.. nvr get before but i'm so scared of her as she's too demanding! Her expectation quite high! OMG~ How i'm going to survive!!!

The first week of sch reopen, our result out! My result, average.. I hope i can really do better! Or else really need to change course liao lo.. OMG!

During my last holidays, i've made a great decision! But can't tell u now! Only few of my frens knew this! Haha.. I will show u later in maybe my next post? Perhaps! Haha..

TVXQ going to Malaysia for 2nd live tour concert!!! I wanna go but dunno whether i can get the tickets or not.. Hope i can get it and go n see my dreamguysssss singing.. 见证什么叫做歌唱实力和舞蹈! Haha.. I LOVE TVXQ~~ Haha..

K la.. Stop talking nonsense! Haha.. Need to do my work la~ See ya in my next post~

To... (12.09.2007)

星期五的清晨,一阵刺耳的电话响起,硬是把我从睡梦中拉醒。

这,不是一通普通的电话。

是一通让人伤心欲绝的电话。

一句:“大伯过世了!”让我从睡梦中惊醒,不敢相信自己所听到的。

匆匆忙忙,换了衣服,正要出门,才看见刚回家,伤心,失落,难过,疲累的爸爸。他几乎整晚没睡多少,在大伯家一直看着他所敬爱的大哥。从他说话的语气,爸爸他,哭过了...

虽然大伯的病,这几个月下来都每况愈下,但还是不能接受离别来得那么快。当下马上让我想起,瘦得如纸片人的奶奶,不知承受的来吗?这一直是我所担心的。

匆匆忙忙赶到大伯家,看见躺在床上冷冰冰的大伯,虽然跟他并不很亲,但依然一阵鼻酸涌上来。我告诉我自己绝不能在奶奶面前流泪。于是便躲在楼上偷偷哭泣。情绪稳定后,我的任务开始了- 陪着我那年事已高的奶奶。一整个早上,亲戚都来看看大伯。大家都哭得好凄凉。送得到大伯最后一程,只有他的长子。等其他孩子从新加坡赶来,大伯已是冷冰冰的了。这是谁也没办法压抑情绪,大哭了起来。

我,能做的只是一直陪在奶奶身边,照顾他,搀扶他。奶奶口中不停的说应该他先离开,但是奶奶,人生不就是这样,要经过生,老,病,死。大伯虽然离开了,但至少不会在痛苦下去。奶奶您一定要长命百岁。相信大伯他也不愿见到这样说话的您。

在大伯入棺时,大家都哭得好凄惨。我这辈子从来没见过我爸爸哭过,但是奶奶告诉我,大伯辞世时,爸爸是第一时间抱着她哭的人。我听了真的好心疼。虽然爸爸他从来不善于表达,但我知道他内心深处,真的很舍不得这个大哥。大伯不在,爸爸就是这家最大的儿子。我觉得爸爸似乎又肩负了更大的责任。

一连五天,我都在大伯的丧礼帮忙。姐姐也请了假,留下来送大伯最后一程。每天都忙得不可开交,因为大伯生前人缘好,光是花圈就有30几个。他也算是风光的离开人世。

终于到了出殡日,也是我最担心的日子。奶奶这几天只要看见大伯的遗容就哭得不能自己,出殡他一定更难受。其实奶奶没有我想象中脆弱,他还挺坚强的。只是出殡时,奶奶真的哭的好凄凉。爸爸因为工作走不开也无法送大伯一程。早上烧香时,看见父亲不舍的泪水,真的觉得好心疼。爸爸要了一张十几年前与大伯的旧照片,然后像宝似的收进口袋。然后默默地离开上班去。而我在大伯出殡时,握着奶奶的手,边哭边叫奶奶别哭。此时此刻,我真的好难受。好心疼奶奶年纪这么大了,还得经历这些。

这些日子来,从大伯辞世一直到安放灵位,我都陪在身边,默默地送我所敬爱的大伯一程,尽尽我做为侄女的责任。真的有感人生无常,昔日那个疼爱我们,说话中气十足的大伯,就在转眼间变成灰烬。所以珍惜每一个爱我们和我们爱的人。孝顺长辈。不要等到失去以后才说那句迟来的对不起及后悔自己没好好珍惜。一切都已来不及了。

再多的眼泪,

也换不回您的慈爱,

再多的不舍,

也无法改变您已离开我们的事实,

您的一切我们将会永记在心头,

这一辈子都不会忘记您。

一路好走,不要有牵挂,

愿您在天国,不再有痛苦。

致 : 我敬爱的大伯......

祝我生日快乐... (25.08.2007)

生日快乐~我对自己说~蜡烛点了,寂寞亮了~ I like this song a lot.. Few years ago, my birthday was like that.. But this year, i'm so glad to have a group of good frens and housemate celebrate with me! Haha..

16th August 2007

The day of being a nineteen gal.. Erm, i tell myself it's time to grow up and think more mature.. Dun always like a kid like that.. A lot of things muz face it urself.. Although the way might b very tough but this is a test from god.. this a test for us to learn to grow up and overcome problem! Erm, I will be strong! I mean mentally ok, not physically~ Haha..

Today is my presentation day for P2, so nervous.. I know my things not nice, I will improve next time! So sad, think this time might get D! :(

But after that totally release from stress! I've got total 6 weeks holidaysss! Yeah! Finally! Then i went to celebrate my birthday with Le Xin, Siew Yun, Sin Yee, Yi Ling and Wai Sun?! Haha.. He very kind la.. Haha.. Thanks ya.. After having dinner with them, they actually plan to give me surprise but a chan accidentally talk something wrong.. Made me suspicious! haha.. Then i knew they have something on~ Haha.. They made a great mistake which is ask Sin Yee to bluff me.. Seriously, A chan is not a good actress! haha.. She wanna give me surprise but she lost her way, still need my help to go haagen daz! Haha.. That time she bluff me, I was thinking : 你在演啊!在演嘛! Haha.. Then wow, They treat me eat "fondue" (Dunno is it spell like that) 白话一点: The chocolate steamboat! Haha.. Nice! I appreciate a lot of their effort to make my birthday special and full of "surprise"..

Then i went home, my "family" going to celebrate with me! Which is my housemates! My jie jie, Jerry lao dou, Koh ah gong and Siong ah tai! Haha.. There's only two words to describe their celebration for me - Lame & Crazy! Haha.. We took our first family photo! Haha.. Pls refer to friendster! haha..

Thanks to my Malaysia frens too! Thanks for the effort come and celebrate with me! I really appreciate it! Thanks so much! I love u all!

In the end, i wanna say thanks to u all! Not only my frens but my family too! Thanks.. U all are the best gift that god gave me! I'm so lucky and 幸福! Thanks! I LOVE U ALL!!

Shh.. it's a SECRET! Haha.. (25.08.2007)

15th of August 2007



The last day of being an eighteen years old girl.. Haha.. It's really memorable to me!



Today is my submission for P2.. For the sake of the stupid P2 I almost like one whole month not enough sleep! Especially the last few days near submission day, everyday like 4 or 5am just sleep! I really feel like dying man.. Haha.. I rush like hell but finally i done my thing! Yeah! Although not very nice la.. Haha..



Then after the busy afternoon, FINALLY I CAN ENJOY!! Me and my sister went to watch the movie that we wanted to watch desperately!! Secret - 不能说的秘密! Jay Chou's movie! Exciting~~



We went to AMK hub to watch our favourite movie! I'm so looking forward to it.. But in the end, ya, Jay Chou's talent really never let us down! He's really a great artist! 我真得很佩服他的多才多艺.. It's a very touching movie.. I cried in the cinema.. After that, 心情久久都不能平复.. 在还没看这部电影时,听到这首部不能说的秘密,好评如潮,让原本就是他的歌迷的我们更想去看!看完了,还慢舍不得的,还记得电影结束时,不能说的秘密这首歌一响起,更让我哭得像傻婆!Haha.. 在还没看电影之前听这首歌就觉得真的很好听!周杰伦不论在唱腔还是作曲都进步好多!他的歌越来越能感动人心了!好现象!好现象!Haha.. 这首歌其实应该在看完这部电影才听,才更能感受歌词的意境.. 感动-ing~

说到电影,其实息影我去看的是故事情节。就算不是周杰伦导的,都还是想看。拍摄手法,很棒。幽默感,很棒。服装,漂亮。场景,一级棒! Haha.. 路小雨与叶湘伦的爱情,很纯.. 是那种纯纯的爱。Which is 现在难见的爱情。最喜欢看里面的演员耍宝,笑到肚子痛。也超爱看周杰伦跟宇豪斗琴!超精彩的!好羡慕他们钢琴弹得好好哦!开始后悔当初干嘛那么爱玩,没好好练琴。这个假期,我要好好地练了!Haha..

我真的超爱这部电影的,推荐大家去看。剧情就不告诉你们了。因为---------- 这是不能说的.秘密!Haha...

20072007! (20.07.2007)

Today is really a lovely day to me! I feel so happy man! haha.. Today is my best fren - Siew Yun's birthday! We gave her a surprise! haha.. Although it's so lame la.. Haha..

Erm, LE xin had made a very touching card for her. Even i read the card also feel like crying.. No wonder Siew Yun will cry! Pls do one for me on my birthday! Honey~~ Haha..

I'm so happy to be a part of setting this surprise to someone! Feel so exciting! Haha.. Also, bring happiness to someone is also a very wonderful things to me! I like to see ppl with happy face! haha..

SY is a very popular gal! She got a group of good frens! Today Deniese and Lynn print a T-shirt (today is my birthday) to her! It's so sweet! And i'm so happy for her!

Today i'm really very happy, mayb is also the last day for applied illustration la.. After submission feel like 1 quater of stone release from my shoulder.. (Actually i said 1 big stone, but Wendy said becuz we still have P2 so it's 1 quater!) Haha.. Lame~~ -_-"

This week, needless to say, another tiring week for me.. I got no enough sleep! But quite happy this block! Cuz i have more close frens! haha.. Like Wendy, Deniese, Lynn, Yi Ling, Clara and so on.. Haha.. Yeah!!

The coming month is P2 part 2. It's so stress! But i need to work hard! It's tough, but i should overcome it.. haha.. Just like what my Honey quote from a book - 态度决定一切! haha.. So.. Let's be more positive!

Xiao di.. Dun give up easily.. This time ur result not good doesn't mean that next time will be the same.. If u pay more effort u will get more! So, jia you ba! (<= so weird, the whole block everyone keep repeating Jia You this word! Haha..) Anyway, Everyone! Jia You!!

Happy birthday to Siew Yun!

Stressful week! (13.07.2007)

It's been a very stressful week for me this week! I'm so stress for my P2 & also illustration class.. I think as the time goes by, i will become more stress! OMG! What should i do to destress??!

Not much different than last week, i'm still very tired! Even more tired than last week! Haha.. But it's ok! to reward myself, i buy myself another two CDs!! Haha..

I think all of us who's having P2 now are all stress! It's really a very tough project for us.. But it's also truth that global warming becoming more serious nowadays.. thru those research that i did for tis project, I understand more out global warming! It's so scary! Can u imagine that one day we might be the victim of natural disaster? and the one who cause the natural disaster are us!! So think well before u anyhow throw away those recyclable thing and also anyhow dirtied our environment! this is kind of torturing ourselves! Cause what u give to the environment, i think the enviroment will pay u double!! I might be to stress bout tis project until writing blog also talking bout this thing! But, Hey, THINK BOUT IT! IT'S TRUTH!!

I feel so moody these few days.. Ppl around me keep going holidays.. Finally back home still have to see my daddy's "pai kuan" and listen to my mum bout how angry she is! I feel like crying man.. I tot home is a place for me to relax and Stress FREE place for me! But still have to see this kind of scene! Kill me now, pls.. I just dun wanna see these happen in front of me! T.T

Alrite.. I need to be strong! try to forget all those thing.. so now i need to destress! Ok.. That's all.. It's time for me to enjoy music and relax! Haha..

Tiring.. Tiring.. Tiring.. (05.07.2007)

Wow.. Long time never blog something on my blog.. Haha.. I wanna do so long time ago but dun get to do tat.. Cuz if i got time i rather go n sleep.. Feel dizzy recently..

Well, i'm having applied illustration and P2 at the same time.. I'm so stress.. For applied illustration, it's consider fun la.. As it's one of my favourite lecturer teaching this subject - Peggy! She's funny man.. Haha.. But for P2 it's really a big trouble for me as i dun even know wat should i do!!! It's about global warming.. Actually, after watching the video which Ferdi showed us, I really feel tat our earth going to die soon.. After some research, now only i realize tat's something very serious happened around us.. If we dun save our earth, who's going to save us?! Tat's also y i need to think something really can works to create awareness n it's also our project objective! After few session of this class i think i'm more concious bout this.. Whenever i'm going to throw something i will think twice.. I think it's good for me.. Haha.. Come on, friends, Let's save our environment!

Recently, to destress, i'm watching 换换爱.. Haha.. It's funny n interesting n i think i'm addicted to it.. Haha.. But dun worry, I'm still loving my TVXQ! Haha.. I like KPOP!! Haha.. I wanna learn Korean language.. Haha..

This two months might be a very hard time for us, but frens, let's gambatei.. Two months.. Not a very long time.. See, week 2 going to end soon! But i really hope tat my result won't disappoint my parents! Haha.. Let's gambatei kudasai! Fighting~

Moody~~ (14.06.2007)

Wah.. Since i'm having holidays, long time never update my blog!! Haha.. Cuz i'm enjoying my holidays here!!

This holidays i supposed to help my cousin's wife to do some design works as usual.. But this season not a lot of things to do.. So, i decided to help my mummy bank in cheque and so on!! Haha.. Life quite enjoy there.. When i got nothing to do there i can watch my drama using my bf - Mr. toshiba!! Haha.. And listen to my songs~ Haha.. BTW Le Xin, I'm watching 溏心风暴 now!! I'm learning cantonese! And tell u wat Wong Chung Chak Super ultra leng zai ar!! Haha.. U muz find this kind of bf.. Haha.. Kame they all too far away!! Haha.. Still got language barrier. But u can speak cantonese with Wong Chung Chak woh! Haha.. (Dun bother me.. I'm juz dreaming! Haha..)

Today is my dear daddy birthday! Happy birthday to my old bean! Haha.. I did a card for him.. I drew him!! Haha.. It's funny but wheni secretly show my mum she said looks like him!! Haha..

Actually during this holidays, i'm not really happy.. cuz again, myself alone at home.. Even i'm at home still.... Talk to my best fren - Wall.. Sometimes i may be too emotional.. I cried secretly at home becuz of my parents problem.. Perhaps my frens would envy me for having freedom at home, i can do wat i like without brother and sister's disturb, buy the things that i need.. but u know wat.. all this need to pay.. I've pay up my kinship for all these! Frankly, i think this is a big deep wound in y heart which no one else will know wat i feel.. I have to Listen wat my parents complaining each other.. I'm scared that my daddy will make my mum angry and scolding each other.. I know both of u hate each other.. Everytime no matter is watching drama or even seeing those old couples holding each others' hand, do u know how sad i feel.. How desperate i wish my parents would be like that and i can have a happy family.. I know that's juz my own wishful thinking.. But wat i want is just that both of u can live together peacefully! Hey, my dear parents.. I wish that one day u all can sit down and think all over again.. do u know how much i suffer for these.. During my sec sch life, it was happy memory in sch but was a nightmare at home.. when my mum cried, i cried secretly.. i never tell all these to my sis although my mum would tell her.. We never discuss bout this cuz we know this is a big wound in our heart which we dun wanna touch it..

But all these experience made my thinking more matured than same age frens.. that day i juz talk all these to Siew Yun.. Thanks, Siew Yun.. U r really a good listener. Actually, tat day i cried secretly in front of my laptop.. Haha.. Without my mum's knowing although she's watching tv in the living room.. this 神功 is the result of the past few years practice.. Which i cried secretly without anyone know i cried before! Haha.. Dun worry.. I'm fine now..

Everything will be fine~~ I miss you guys man, Siew Yun, Le Xin and Sin Yee.. Haha.. I'm glad that u all working now.. gambateh neh.. I will always support u all!! See u guys while sch reopen! See ya~

Finally! I've got my lovely notebook! (04.06.2007)


After few months of waiting, I finally got my NOTEBOOK!! Haha.. I bought in the PC Show which was held in Suntec City last thursday! There were A~LOT~OF~PPL that day.. Cuz ----- It's public holiday + first day of PC Show! It was very very packed!!! Haha.. Public holiday in SG r really terrible man! Full of "head" walking around if u see from far! Haha.. Funny~~~ -.-"

My baobei notebook is Toshiba one! I bought this brand as some "IT man" told me it is good.. not easy broke down! Haha.. Also it has window vista! The graphic is so damn good! Haha.. I use it to watch my TVXQ live concert! Haha.. (Promotion time : TVXQ r so good! TVXQ rocks! ;D) Actually i tend to buy Fujitsu lifebook.. That time i saw it online it's all perfect.. and i tot i would buy Fujitsu.. But in the end i went to the PC Show n saw the real one.. although it's slim but dunno it's the problem of window XP, the graphic didn't look as nice as my current notebook! Also, the whole design a bit "Baliak".. Haha.. In the end, I bought Toshiba.. Free one printer! Yeah! Can change my home's printer.. Our printer is like antique like that.. Print thing also very slow.. That day my sis wanna buy catridge for the printer at home.. But as i said, it's like an antique! Can't even find the catridge for it! Haha.. Funny~~ I wonder how can my daddy use it without throwing out his temper! Haha.. Nvm, Daddy, I brought u one printer! Haha...

As i've promised my Honey - Le Xin (Let me explain : one day, Le Xin get influence by the 赌场风云, and call me honey... We r not lesbian! We love handsome guysss.. Haha.. Juz like me! TVXQ! <= Sorry, i'm addicted to them! Haha.. Pls forgive me if there r any inconvenience! Haha) I will upload the photo of my bao bei! Ladies & gentlemen, let's welcome my new boyfren - Mr TOSHIBA!

Haha.. Cute ya! Also for the sake of my poor back.. Haha.. Aiyo.. Painful again! For almost two months never go for physiotherapy.. My back wanna start complain! Haha..

Yesterday, I find my daddy really very in! Haha.. U know wat? He watched youtube le!!! OMG!! Unbelievable!!! Haha.. But it's good for him to learn more about that!! Haha..

Ok, i've done my job.. Honey.. Did u see it? (Vomiting~~ I still love my TVXQ! >.@v)

Forgot to say : My lovely Micky in TVXQ! Happy Birthday! Haha..



P/S: This blog is written by using my new boyfriend - Mr Toshiba with all my dreamguysss inside!! Haha..

Thank you, Daddy! (24.05.2007)

Today i received a super ultra good news for me! I'm damn happy man! Finally... MY DADDY GOING TO BUY ME A LAPTOP!!!!!!! It's all like dreaming! But, I still need to thank my daddy n also my sister cuz i've got no guts to tell my daddy n my sis helped me to do so.. Haha.. Thanks ya..

Today i'm so stress and so tired as I dun know whether my layout would be accepted by my lecturer! Haha.. I think i'm going mad soon.. ARH~~~

But, there r something not good happen on Siew Yun, her father sot again.. It's a long story.. But, Siew Yun, Dun worry, u have me by ur side.. U can share ur sadness with us.. I've experienced some sad memories before.. So i can understand ur feeling well.. So, if u feel tat u wanna share ur sadness u can find me any time even i'm in Malaysia! Cuz it's ur encouragement helped me pull thru Darkroom when i'm so depressed and cried..

Perhaps today is not a good day for my frens.. Sin Yee got flu today.. Hope she recover soon..

Anyway, I heard tat my Malaysia's frens going to have their exam soon.. Good luck ya, everyone! Also to Yih Rin, mayb u still not very familiar with this new environment but trust me, as time goes by u sure can find a good fren like me! See, I got three.. Haha.. If u face any problem can call me.. I will do my best to help u!

"It was a tiring day, but we still have time to take photo! This is called --- RELAX!! Haha.. "

Untitled.. (23.05.2007)

Well.. Dunno wat to title tis post.. Haha.. Monday, i've finished my Japanese class.. I'm so 舍不得.. Cuz i think it was the class that i enjoyed myself most in TP! Haha.. I'm really passionate in learning new language especially language that i'm interested to! Haha.. After this class i'm so happy that when i'm watching youtube, those Japanese programme from TVXQ(Paiseh.. It's them AGAIN! Haha..) I can actually understand some of the words without the subtitled! Haha.. Yeah! That's also y i wanna learn Korean! Haha.. I was so enjoyed for the Jap class.. The lecturer were so nice.. Although the final presentation is to act a drama in Japanese Language! Haha.. My role was so funny, a 30 years old gal which her mother is so~ desperate to see her daughter get married! Haha.. I'm so glad that i've two good group mates who is really good and responsible! Haha.. Lucky~

Last week, actually i tend to talk to my daddy about buying me a laptop.. In the end, I din do tat.. I'm such a coward.. I even dreamed that my daddy rejected my request!! But thank god it juz a dream! Haha..
I've no courage to ask him man.. Cuz i've spent so much money on my stupid idiot back.. I feel so guilty.. But laptop i really need u! It's so inconvenient for me to travel all the way to sch (Yishun - Tampines!!) juz to use the com! Also, sometimes some lab will close for no reason! Shit!! I need u, i really need u, Dear LAPTOP! Haha..

These few days i think me and my sister might have something wrong! U know wat, for three days we've bought 7 TVXQ previous CDs & DVDs man!! Of cuz some r share money to buy.. Haha.. I think i'm really crazy for music! Once i step into a CD shop, i feel really happy although no CD to buy! Haha.. If i wanna do a part time job, i wish to work in a CD shops man.. That a paradise for me! Haha.. And so weird, S$22 dollars cloth i might consider for sometimes to see whether worth to buy or not, even i bought the clothing for S$20++ I will still feel very 心痛.. But u know wat, the normal price for a CD is about S$22.95.. I can buy two (Of cuz not same one) at one time without any hesitation! I think i've addicted to CDs! They r my 宝贝man.. U know wat, i think of something one day.. Very stupid.. I think that if my house get burn, i think the first thing to save are my CDsssss.. I know it sound stupid but i really can't live without them! Haha.. (Kids.. Do not learn from me.. U might be broke one day!) Haha.. But i declared, those money for CDss is my own saving.. I never ask my mum to buy one for me! Haha..

Although Jap class is over, but i still have to stress for the stupid Layout which make me stay back in SG juz scared tat i might not finish on time! But it's ok.. Le Xin, Siew Yun & Sin Yee.. Dun worry.. We can pull thru this.. No matter is layout or advertising.. After all these shit things we going to have our holidays.. no need to see this bloody sch for one month or perhaps three weeks.. Haha.. So, dun be stress and let gambateh kudasai.. Aza aza~ Fighting!

I finally found KPop Lover!!! (18.05.2007)

Haha.. Juz like wat the title said, I finally found someone who loves KPOP too.. But i'm quite lucky, at least my sister also support KPOP!! Haha.. So, not only me who "xiao" for TVXQ hor~~ Haha..

Mayb these few days quite stress and moody so i decided to change the "SKIN" of my blog to more emo one.. although is same as Le Xin but i think this one suits me better!! T.T"

These few days i juz realize that a laptop really very important to me... Sometimes, the com lab of the sch not open or ppl using for class so can't find a com to do homework.. When i go back, i need to use laptop to do work, but my sis is watching her youtube!!! TVXQ! She's affected by me.. Haha.. also addicted!! Haha.. While she watching and u say u wanna use, she will feel very sienz.. Even i got the laptop to use, but i feel guilty also.. cuz the laptop is her only entertainment after work.. The TV programme is getting bad to worse.. And if my sis using laptop, i've nothing to do but to lye on bed.. Feel like wasting my time.. Haigh~ =.=" And now even worse, the TV in my house BROKE DOWN!!!!! Oh shit, which means my one and only entertainment also gone~~~ SHIT~~~~ Daddy, if u happen to see this, please buy me a laptop pls.. I really need it~~ Urgent!! Haha..

Today, went to Bugis with Sin Yee to buy her thumbdrive.. Today is also our sch CCN Day so we dun have class.. Haha.. Yeah! That's y i can come back early!! Haha.. Then after she bought the thumbdrive, we still had some time, so i went for a short shopping.. I've bought the coins purse for my convenience, and also the thing that i wanna buy long time ago - Buy my i-pod a "shirt" - Leather casing!! Haha.. Yeah!! v Although it's juz a short shopping but i'm already very happy with it.. Cuz tired for two months finally can go "Gai Gai" liao.. Haha..

Then i went for group discussion as monday we have role play for Japanese class! Wow~ So nervous man, need to memorize a lot! Haha.. but, i'm very lucky to have two good and responsible group mates.. Haha.. everything goes smoothly~ Haha.. After discussion, i found a lot of "treasures" in Jing Ting which is one of my group mates laptop! It's a lot of Korean Songs!! Yeah! Juz like wat i mentioned before, she's another KPOP LOVER!! Yeah! Although at start of Japanese class i already know this, but dunno she's also so crazy bout this!! Haha.. Finally there's someone support me!! Haha..

After that, i met Le Xin.. She said we can do our own batches! I'm so happy man.. Cuz i saw hers one very nice.. So before i go back i draw i few for myself and ask her to help me.. I'm so grateful to my GREATEST SUPPORTER OF MY BLOG - LE XIN!! Haha.. (See, I choose ur favourite green colour!) Haha..

Well, although i tot nothing to write at first, but i've talk a lot of rubbish now! Haha.. At last but not least, Gambateh kudasai for all my frens, especially my SG frens like Siew Yun, Sin Yee & Le Xin, I know recently u all r very stress, but juz do ur best, even the result may not b very good but at least u've do ur best and never regret to it! Gambateh ne! I will always by ur sides!

Wahaha~~ I love Japanese.. (11.05.2007)


Although the title is like this, but deep in my heart i still love Korean!! Haha.. But, at least now i can speak and understand some Japanese words while watching Japanese Video!! (Haha.. Of Cuz is TVXQ!! In youtube!! Haha..)

Well, this week was quite tiring! I was damn nervous for my Japanese Presentation about washi! Haha.. Although i was able to finish my speech on time, but after that i really have no idea wat i was talking! OMG~~ But nvm, it's over! Then, i need to rush for another subject which is the Layout class.. The stupid illustrator at home really drive me crazy!! Cuz wat i did cannot save!! Xiao~ I'm going to die!! But, thank god till now all my thing still goes quite well.. Haha..

This month, another month for me to slim down!! No dinner for the whole month except weekend.. Haha.. Usually, i will eat some biscuits to fill my stomach!! Haha.. Poor stomach.. After this month i will treat u something good! (Wat a weird gal huh? Talk to her stomach! Haha..)

Erm.. Few days ago me, Le Xin and Sin Yee went to shoot photos of sculpture for our assignment.. Although halfway Sin Yee juz joined, cuz she had class in the morning.. It was a very tiring trip but i get to see lots of beautiful sculptures.. Haha.. And guess wat, we supposed to take the picture of sculpture.. But, do u think the photomania like us would let off this good chance to take photo? Haha.. Ya, we took some photos together.. Haha.. Another good memory for me.. Tat day i almost broke as i've bought two CDs, Cyndi & TVXW 5 in the black.. But dun feel pain!! Haha.. So weird le, if the money is spend for CDs, I can even die of hunger and never feel pain in my heart!! Haha.. Mayb music is really my obsession! Haha..

Erm.. I think the exam coming also for my frens in Malaysia rite? Gambateh kudasai! I know it's tough but u all r so smart and good at these thing, so i know u all can do well..

Quotes from Siew Yun:

People who give up often don't know how close they are to success when they give up!

I find this very useful and this sentence really give me the strength to move forward! Thanks ya, Siew Yun! Haha.. It's a very useful strength for me to continue my dark room.. Although i stressed untill i cry.. But that time i really realized that i how lucky i m to have 3 really good and truth friends by my side who shares the toughness with me and comfort me when i cried and feel down! Thanks ya! I love u all! Haha.. >.@v

Haha.. The first picture is the prove of our frenship! Sweet ya! Haha.. I will cherish this 4ever!

Japanese class sugoi desu ne~ (04.05.2007)

Konbanwa.. Hajimemashite.. Watashiwa Khai Xin desu. Dozo yoroshiku oneigaishimasu.. Haha.. Dun get it? I think most of my SG frens like 2 SY, Le Xin would laugh at me!! Haha.. They r so pro man.. It's juz a simple introduction of myself that i've learned this week.. Haha..

My Japanese class is quite fun actually.. But the time of the class is like bloody hell!! 6pm to 9pm.. Walao!! Night class!! Make me end up like this --- Friday nite singing:Lonely~ I'm so lonely~ I've nobody~ Accompany me!! Haha.. and writing a blog to record wat i did this week!! Haha..

I'm totally addicted with KPop man.. Especially TVXW songs!! Which my sis also addicted to it!! Haha.. They so powerful huh~ Haha.. I like Korean but it's really hard to learn cuz few days ago i went to Kinokuniya and saw the Korean language guide book, the pronunciation so weird and hard to read.. But i'm still wanna learn! Perhaps most of the ppl would think Korean language is like shouting or fighting with someone, but when i listen to the Korean songs, I find it so beautiful~ It's so sad and touch me! I love it.. I like Korean Language and culture and also Japanese! But my sch din offer Korean culture!! Haha..Too bad..

Japanese Language is easier than Korean.. Cuz usually listen to Japanese songs for few times i manage to sing it out, but Korean songs need to listen more times juz can sing it out.. (of cuz out of tune.. My poor family member and housemates... Haha.. I love It!!

Today is Yih Rin's Birthday!(Happy birthday ya.. Hope u enjoy ur day and enjoy ur poly life soon)!! Haha.. I heard that we going to have a gathering tomoro to celebrate her birthday.. I'm so exciting and looking forward to it.. But too bad, tomoro nite i'm going to have dinner wif my relatives who all come back for Mother's day!! I wish to see u guys but i'm so sorry.. I can hardly see my dearest cousins and i think my old bean won't be happy if i din attend.. So sorry to Yih Rin.. I dun mean it but i really can't make it!!

This week was quite tiring and becuz of this good timing, i miss my DINNER!! Haha.. I've not ate my dinner for one whole week.. Haha.. Cuz i ate lunch at 3pm, it's impossible for me to eat dinner at 5pm!! BY the time i reach home was already 10pm and i'm so tired that i dun feel like eating something very heavy.. So, i juz ate some snack like bread, cake or even tibits!! Haha.. Dun worry, I'm still healthy!! Haha..

Anyway, no matter how tough it is, I have to pull thru it.. I know all of us can do it, and i know i can do it too! Gambateh kudasai.. Ja ne~(Bye~)

I LOVE TVXQ!!! Haha...

Junior Year!! (30.04.2007)

Wow, time flies! Today is my first day for my junior year which is year two.. It's a quite tiring day for me anyway! Haha..

This month i'm having layout and design which is something quite interesting to me, and the subject that i'm so looking forward to it --- Japanese Culture! Actually i wanna learn Korean one, but too bad my sch dun have.. But next time if i have chance i would like to learn it! Both languages are my favourite! Haha.. Actually, to me, learn more language is another advantage la.. I've learned little little words while watching Japanese Drama and Korean Drama.. So, those little little and easy words i still can understand.. Haha..

Perhaps i'm really addicted to Korean Music and Jpop! OMG, I'm really addicted to TVXQ 东方神起! Haha.. But, dun think that they r the main reason that i like Korean language hor!! I know most of u would think that but i'm not, i juz like their culture and language juz like Japanese. I find that both of these languages' song can really touch the one who listen to it. Although i dun understand what is it about, but the music and the way the singer present can really made me cry for certain piece of song! (OMG, I'm really a 爱哭鬼man!! Haha..)

Wu... My sis is enjoying herself in Pulau Redang.. I wish i can follow her!! I need to travel around to relax myself!! Haha.. Hey, My secondary sch mates!! We haven't go for our graduate tour man.. Never mind, i dun mind to join the STPM graduate tour!! Haha.. But u all muz wait for me!! Haha.. Or else next time we can really hardly gather again... :(

Erm, well... Junior year already, really have to work very hard.. I dun wish to disappoint anyone around me.. And.. I really need a laptop!! Old Bean Old Bean!! Can u buy me a laptop?? Why such a simple sentence can easily type here but so hard to shout it out!! Arh~~ Actually i dun wish to waste their money already, cuz my family really spend a lot for my 医药费.. I felt so guilty that didn't take good care of myself.. And my back... Haigh... Then, wat to do?! Erm, juz wait for the very little chance to strike lottery!! Haha..

To my secondary schmates, the MUET test juz over, i hope all of u did it well.. This year is the last year for u! But it haven't come to an end, it would be a new start to u all.. Dun be afraid of wat u r doing, if u think it's good and right, juz go for it.. Put in more effort and u will get wat u deserve! For Yih Rin, hope u enjoy ur Poly life.. Dun afraid of new things.. Juz try it out and make more frens.. it really helps in ur poly life! Let gambateh together~

舍不得... (20.04.2007)

Erm.. Time flies~~ Today is my last day to be a freshmen in TP!! I'm going to be the junior which is second year student in this coming semester..

As usual, today is friday so i come back to Kluang.. But dunno y, when i going home that's a very weird feeling.. I suddenly feel so 舍不得.. haha.. although i sitll have two years to go! Haha..

Time really flies~ Look back to the past, there's really a lot of memorable thing happen in my 1st year TP life! I laughed there, cried there, suffered there and so on.. I even have my birthday surprise there! Haha..

There's a lot of memorable time in TP.. Like the basic photo and color class which i lost my mp3 player that time, first marketing class(went there like a fool, not knowing wat to do!), VSC project 1 + comDI which made me so busy n stress, figure drawing which i really enjoy my time there and the space & form + darkroom process class(I cried as i'm too stress that i couldn't get good prints)which juz finished today! there's a lot of memories in TP.. And i should say i really enjoy TP life!

Juz like what i said juz now, today is the last day for space & form and also darkroom.. Although these subjects grabbed my holidays but i'm quite enjoyed as i met two good lecturers - Ingrid and Chee Yong! Haha.. They r really friendly and funny! Haha.. I really enjoy their class although it's stress.. And i've learned something from both of them! I think this is also one of the reason that made me feel 舍不得.. Perhaps this would be the last time for me to step in the darkroom and "smell" the fixer!! Haha..

Finally, i have one week holidays.. Although it's juz one week but really very precious to me.. As i wish, i can really have a good rest! Finally man! Haha..

One year already~~ My frens in SG, Siew Yun, Sin Yee and Le Xin! We've know each other for one year and we've pull thru all the obstacles in front of us! Yeah!! I'm really so glad and happy to know u all.. Although i'm always unlucky, but i think the god still treat me very well as HE gave me such a group of good frens which we can share happiness and toughness together! Haha..

We going to be year two.. Frens, have a good rest this week and let's Gambeteh for our next coming semester!

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Tiring Week + Month!!! (07.04.2007)

As wat i predict when this block started, it's really a VERY VERY tiring block for me!! Oh my god, it's really too tiring!! I really need a rest urgently!!

I'm doing darkroom process and space and form this month! It's like a nightmare for me.. Although both lecturer r friendly, (sometimes find that Ingrid quite strict! Haha.. But she's kind to ppl who listen to her,do her work n not late for class!! And the most important is that i'm one of them! Haha..) but these two subjects crushed together would really drive me crazy!!! ARH~~~

But i found another good lecturer in TP which i really respect him truly.. My darkroom process lecturer. He's a very talented photographer and he shares his experience with us.. He also taught us a lot by telling us some stories.. I've learned something from him.. And he's very funny anyway!! Haha.. There r a lot more lecturer i like in TP like Lillie, Peggy, Richard, Yongkin + Ernest(cuz both of them give me A, Haha... Kidding!)and so on... Thanks to them, I've learned something from them.. Haha..

Actually i quite like photography, but wat i dun like is that i need to rush and take photo.. This is kinda stress man.. Also, I'm so scared to be reject, but i know as a designer i need to learn to face the critism from other.. This is also wat i learned while doing part time work in my cousin's wife printing press.. Haha.. So, dun scared to be reject, juz do wat u like.. Haha.. But we still need to refer wat feedback that ppl give us no matter is good or bad..

Thanks to these tiring and busy day, my back seems like getting bad to worse.. Everyday, my back shouting to me, "Khai Xin, help me, i can't take it anymore.. I'm so pain!!" I'm really suffering man.. That day, due to the air-con(if too cold, my back also can't tahan! Haha..)and the heavy rain(rheumatism), my back pain like hell.. My legs were numb("I become so numb~" <=that's not funny~ very cold! ~.~") that i can't walk properly.. I even feel pain when i YAWN!! That's serious man.. So, i took the medicine.. and now it's alrite.. Today went for my physiotherapy, the doctor said i need to 放血!! Omg, I did once on my back last time, it's damn painful la~~ I tot he's juz kidding, but he really did that on my shoulder as he said it's getting bad to worse.. Haha.. But then it's not really pain la.. i still can take it!! And now a large "o-ce" on both of my shoulder.. Haha.. It looks funny but quite pain now.. Haha..

Another good news to share, after that day being force by my mum to drive and fetch my sis, I finally overcome my fears!! I can drive now!! Even my own!! Haha.. But i'm still quite scared la.. haha..while i'm driving i like to listen to TVSQ's(I like them so much!!!)songs!!! Their song r damn nice!! Mayb u all won't agree with me but i'm Kpop lover.. Haha.. and i think they r really talented singers as i can really feel the feeling the put into the song. I like them!! Haha..

Anyway, thank god there's Le Xin same class with me.. We can stress together.. Haha.. Also thanks to Siew Yun and Sin Yee for helping me although we r not in the same class..

Hey girls, let's continue fighting with this block.. another two weeks to go!! I believe that we can pull thru this!!! Gambateh kudasai~

Zoo Trip!! (26.03.2007)

Finally, we break the curse!! We went to Zoo today! Ya, it's free as Siew Yun's Aunty's company can get the free tickets for four of us!

It's really a very tiring trip for me.. Although it's tiring, but it would be one of the good memory that I have with my best frens in Singapore, Siew Yun, Le Xin and Sin Yee!! Hahaha.. But i know the memory will fill with tired... hot... sleepy... thirsty... and... Haha..

Erm, although i went for Zoo(not Singapore Zoo only, but other country one like Malaysia and Australia) for quite a lot of time, but still, there're surprises and different experience each time i visit.. haha.. Singapore Zoo, i went there before but it's very long time before! Haha.. Today i also learned more about animals.. Like elephant poo can actually boiled and blah blah blah(Process) to process as elephant dung paper.. Polar bear eat 15kg meat, 1.5kg rice, 500gm pallets, 1.5kg cooked carrot 5 fishes, and 6 apples a day! OMG, that's a lot man.. No wonder it is so big size!! Haha.. And i know some new animals too, like babirusa(erm, dunno is it the deer mistaken the pig as his wife and "accidentally" come out the babirusa, or both of them drunk that nite! Haha.. Kidding only!! Haha..)and a lot more special animals!

But actually, to me, the first thing i think of zoo is the special SMELL!! OMG, damn smelly~~ But it's really fun.. cuz a lot of cute cute animals there!! Haha.. It also bring back the memory that i have in Australia Zoo!! Haha..

Although this coming block will bring me a lot of challenges and i might busy n tired till dying, but nvm.. Juz one month! I can pull thru this!! Haha.. Hope i'm still alive after this block! Haha..

Frens, feel free to go to Zoo again, i can promise u, it's totally different feeling compare to the past.. Juz to share my zoo trip today with u all~~ Haha.. I know all of my Malaysia frens r having a small test! Good luck everyone! Let gambateh together! Cheers~

My Holidaysss... Gone~~ (21.03.2007)

Today, I heard a very bad news from Wai Sun,(Which i think he must b one of the staff in TP! Cuz he knows everything!! haha..) which is next block.. we supposed to have one month holidays, but suddenly our timetable add on subjects for us on that month!!!! Oh no!!! My holidayss~~ somemore i have two modules next month!! Two r equally stress.. I'm dying man..

Due to this "GREAT~" news, all our plan gone.. We plan to go Zoo, go swimming, go shopping n mayb sentosa, and le xin siew yun and sin yee they wanna do part time job all gone!!! But, fortunately, we juz plan like this.. Not to other country, or else i might burn the sch!! (Haha.. Kidding only.. Dun b so serious... Juz a way for me to show how angry i m.. Haha..)

Erm, mayb Singapore Zoo is really a curse for us.. We keep saying wanna go to zoo together for 1 year already.. Finally, we can go but suddenly we have class.. Oh no.. I really feel very bad.. Haigh~~

Few days ago, i have a nightmare.. The nightmare is something like this situation too! I din check my timetable properly then last minutes everyone holidays but i still need to go for class.. To make sure, that morning when i woke up, i check my printed old timetable(NOT THE LATEST ONE).. Still said, Phew~ thank god i have holidays n it's juz a nightmare!! But... SHIT!!! Now it comes true already.. Then two days ago i have a nightmare that i hurt my leg and i was in the hopital.. Will it come true also?! >.<"

I find that my school is too irresponsible.. At least they muz inform us like two months or one month before.. So that we won't plan anything for the "holidays" and also won't b so sad now.. Haigh~ See, those ppl who already bought air ticket for holidays, what they're going to do? The school pay us back the money we lost? See, this is y i said they're irresponsible.. If they inform us earlier, those ppl can avoid losing money.. Haigh~ So frusfrated!

Actually, cuz the holidays coming soon, i'm quite happy with it.. now, i become moody again! Haigh~~ I need few months efforts juz can turn myself from moody mode to happier mode.. Now, it's straight away turn me off.. haigh~~ Spoilt my whole day mood.. I really need a good rest esspecially after VSC P1 part 1 and 2 and comDI.. These few months i m too tired and i can hardly have good quality sleep.. Seems like i have nightmare everyday..

Well, although it's not a good experience but at least i learned something.. Next time we better plan our holidays DURING our holidays.. Haha.. Also, that two subjects although it's all quite stress subject, but i still need to pass it.. So, let be strong n brave to face our next challege!! Gambateh neh!

So Touch~~ (15.03.2007)

Erm.. Yesterday.. I finally finished reading Hana kimi comic.. And i think u all won't believe it.. I cried while reading the COMIC!! Oh my god, what happen!! I know most of u can't believe it!! Haha.. But i really cried for the ending!!

I'm so envy of Rui Xi.. Not that she has a handsome boyfren..(Haha.. it's also one of the reason la.. Haha..) She has so many frens who love her and care about her.. Till now i still can't remove the last few scene from my mind.. When she going back to US, all her senior and junior and also her frens gather together juz to send her! I'm so touch!! If i have such a group of frens i think i will b very very happy~ Haha.. Erm.. I think this can b count as my favourite comic.. but it's manga.. My favourite still Crayon Sin Chan!!! Haha..

Well, I'm still doing figure drawing.. It's really fun!! I've learned more about drawing!! And i finally realize how tough as a model to let people draw!! Haha.. But i'm still quite weak in drawing~ Erm, muz pratice more~~ Haha..

Recently, I fell in love in another group!! TVSQ!! 东方神起.. I guess u all know who r they.. They r really popular in anywhere!! It's a Korean group.. Dunno y, seems like i love Kpop very much!! Haha.. There r quite a lot of Korean artist that i appreciate.. TVSQ, Shinhwa, Rain, Howl, Kim Jeong Hoon... I like TVSQ not only their handsome outlook but also their dance!! I'm so impressed!! They r really good!! Shinhwa also.. These two group r good in dancing and also singing!! Their singing, i can say at least better that some other group in Taiwan who dun even know how to sing!! (of cuz not 5566.. their singing r really good!! haha..) Although sometimes dun really understand what they r singing but at least i can feel that they put in effort and their feeling.. cuz sometimes i feel very touch while listening.. Wow.. That's very good~ I support those who r good in singing.. Like Tank!! Haha.. His song really nice although he's not handsome!! Haha.. And a lot more!!! Haha..

I think i'm really crazy for music~ Yeah!! Can't imagine the world without any music!!! Haha..

Well, i'm going to have my holidays soon.. One month!! Yeah!! but first week i will go zoo and somewhere else wif Le Xin, Siew Yun and Sin Yee!! Yeah!! Finally we can go!! I'm so looking forward.. Actually i plan to go other country in this coming holidays.. but unfortunately my mum not free~~ Haigh~~

Ok.. Juz wanna share something wif my friendss.. Kambateh everyone! Hope u all r always fine!!

Chinese New Year over soon.. (28.02.2007)

Wow~ Chinese new year over soon! Erm.. it's time for me to count how much i get this year! Haha..

Well, this year new year, i'm quite disappointed with it.. Although i'm looking forward for so long.. Chinese New Year meant to gather everyone in the family & frens and chat happily.. But a lot of quarrel and unhappy things happened in this new year.. And i'm really so disappointed..

But, at least i managed to meet all my frens and my form teacher.. I'm glad that most of u attend the 團拜but there're still some of them can't attend or dun wan to attend.. Haigh~ Again.. little bit disappointed..

I really wanna declare here.. All my frens! No matter frens in my home town or frens in Singapore! I'm truly want to be a good fren to u all.. a fren that can share everything with u all.. If anyone of u have problem can tell me.. I'll try my best to help u all.. I promise! Especially my Singapore frens.. I mean those who r very close with me.. I'm so glad to know u all.. Yesterday, when i was bored, i played the cd u all gave me as a birthday present, i played the hp video clip which u all record for me in the library.. Till now i'm still touch!! Cuz i suddenly realize something.. U all r so important.. I know u all for juz few months almost one year.. It's not very long time but can't say it's short period too.. Even we know each other for juz few months u all can sacrifice ur precious sleeping time and starve juz to give me a birthday surprise! From that day, I promised to myself.. I will try my best to be good to u all.. I want to share my good things with u all and a lot more.. U all r really precious to me.. I hope that i din disappoint any of u.. Sometimes, I dun ask what happen to u doesn't mean that i dun care.. I care for u, i respect ur feel so i dun wan to ask.. I understand that perhaps u might have ur own problem that may not wish to share with me.. So.. Wat i can do is juz stay beside u QUIETLY! We r not frens who juz laugh together and not sharing ur problem.. U r welcome to tell me about ur problem..

I hope that someone can understand what i'm talking about.. and i know when u read it u will understand.. Hope that we can still maintain the frenship forever.. I really cherish the friendship with not only someone but also everyone! Cheer up! (I know i'm not suitable to say so cuz myself still in moody mood.. T_T)

I can't afford to lose any of u! I have my own problem too.. juz that i dun wan to make the atmosphere too "cold".. I dun wish to see any of my frens not happy! Hope that someone will understand me!

Oh ya, I'm doing figure drawing now.. it's fun cuz i like to draw human.. but quite stress too cuz my drawing not very good.. Haha..

At last but not least, Hope that everyone beside me will be happy and healthy always~ This is also a wish that i always pray to god! Haha.. And i still have to say it before new year end...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

Moody.. ~.~" (06.02.2007)

Haigh~ Dunno wat happen to me.. These few days feel so down.. Quite moody~ Mayb i'm too tired! Haha..

But there's something to delight me! HANA KIMI!! I like Wu Zun~~ He's so cute n handsome~~(sorry, I can't control myself.. Haha..) Ya, he's cute n handsome but there r a lot more artist i like!! Haha.. Too greedy? No.. Juz to appreciate hs guy~ Haha.. Dun think i'm so 肤浅la.. I also admire their singing or acting.. Not only the "cover".. Haha.. >.<

Erm.. mayb these few days keep reading 许玮伦's news and made me feel so sad for her~ Haigh~ Wat a pity for such a talented gal.. Ya, perhaps they r rite.. She's an angel.. She came to the world bring us happiness and teached us to cherish ppl around us when she left.. Hope she live a happy life in another world...

This month i'm quite free~ Phew~ At least not like last month.. Busy like hell.. but still very stress.. This month i'm still having VSC Project 1 but is part 2 of it.. We r going to do a box art which is something like fine art.. We r going to put something inside the box n the title is about obsession!! Haha.. Ppl who knew me sure will know wat i'm obsesses for.. Haha.. Handsome guy!? Haha.. Wanna do that but too 肤浅! Haha.. No la.. Actually i'm really obsesses for music.. But music is so~~ wide.. so i choose classical music.. Haha.. Can't link me with classical music rite?! That's so classy but i'm not.. Haha.. I juz like to listen to it as it really calm me n i really enjoy it! Haha.. Well, looking forward to see the outcome! Haha..

Oh~ Chinese New Year coming soon! "ANG PAU" i'm coming~ Haha.. Dun run~ I need money~ Haha.. No la.. CNY again~ That's the most looking forward festival for me! Cuz it's a chance for me to meet all my relatives and cousin!! Yeah~ Haha.. And also my frens.. Looking forward to see u all! Hope we can go 团拜again! Haha..

See ya...

Everything is unpredictable... (28.01.2007)

Finally, i get out from the busy life.. tend to have a good rest in this weekend.. but, i heard a really bad news from the taiwan showbiz.. 许玮伦was dead after a serious accident! I was really shocked!

That's really horrible! It's really unpredictable.. Till now i still can't believe it! Oh my god! Although i'm not her fans, but dunno y, i feel very sad for her.. She was such a good and kind hearted gal.. And she's juz 28 years old! I still think of she can recover but now she's dead..

Reading the news, i cried... Before this i'm already quite moody which i mentioned in my last blog.. but now, when i read the news, i cried.. Wat a pity!(I'm a gal who can cry easily.. Eventhough the one who's dead not related to me.. Haha.. Weird?! Ya.. Perhaps..) Perhaps this is also one way for me to spread out my moody feel these few months.. Again, the fault of sad songs.. Especially Lihom's Finally.. I knew it's an old song but i like it very much.. Haha..

After reading the news, I suddenly feel that everything is too unpredictable.. We should cherish everyone around us.. Wat u wana do, go for it.. dun regret it after death.. From now on, I will cherish everyone beside me, no matter u r my beloved family, frens. Even a stranger, i will try to help u if u need help! Haha..

(Thanks to 许玮伦.. I've learned a lot.. Hope u rest in peace in another world and have a good and long life in ur next life!)

Hey everyone, everything is so unpredictable.. mind ur safety! Let's cherish everyone around us.. kambateh neh!

Finally~ It's over.. (27.01.2007)

Yeah!! Finally, it's over..

This month, really a very busy month for me.. I can say i worked like hell and NON-STOP! This month i'm having VSC project 1 and Comdi.. These two subjects crushed and made me mad!! I slept for less than 5 hours every day.. the last day even worse.. only 3 hours.. but better than nothing.. haha.. In the end, I'm SICK!!! Not feeling well..

Apologize to my best fren Mandy, I wish to go to ur party, but pls forgive me.. I'm too tired n not feeling well.. And the most important i have no time to buy present for u! Sorry..

I dunno y! Again, i'm in depress mood again.. Dunno what happen to me! Juz feel like wanna cry.. haigh~ Moody.. Mayb influence by sad song AGAIN!! Haigh~ Wat a weird gal!

But no matter how, I will still try to b happy~ at least my "cover" should show the happy part and not to worry anyone! Haha..

Nothing is better than happy! So, be happy!

Cheers, frens!

Stress!!! (13.01.2007)

This month i think i should say it's the Busiest month for me since i study in TP! OMG, i'm so stress! I dun even know wat should i do.. I can't sleep well and i have no time to sleep. Haigh~ Hope to get over soon!

BTW, last month, 28th of December 2006, my brother went back oredi! Feel so empty! But i really had a good time and great holidays! Thanks to my koko! And that time we witness the flood in KLG! But now, 13 of January 2007, klg flood like hell.. I've took some photos while i went to buy my precious bus ticket to go back to Singapore! The day before, when i came back to klg, it's was flooded anyway! And JB also flooded like sea! So the bus had to take another way to go! And everyone took the same road cuz the serious traffic jam! Can u believe it! I took 6.30pm bus and i reached Klg about 10pm!! Usually i took one and half hour to come back, but now i took twice the time!! It was a terrible day for me! It kept raining, non-stop for two days! Trust me, it's NON-STOP! I feel so sorry for those victims of this disaster! Yesterday, I was so scared that i dun hae any transport to go back! Tuesday i still have two presentation! How? But luckyly, the rain stop! Whew~ haha..

Although everyday so busy, but i still know how to entertain myself --- Kacau my "lao dou" - Jerry!! haha.. That day i was so confused about what design company name i should put in my name card, then the stupid 'JELLY' said, "GUGU & DOLLS"... -.-" Hahahahahaahahah.. I laugh like hell!! Haha.. what a stupid n weird name n i should say if i would use the name i will b the dolls not GUGU!! GUGU is JERRY!! haha.. Anyway, i've got a good name. CREALEGANT = Creative and Elegant! which i should credit to my sis.. that's her idea! haha..

Although my life r so busy, but still, i will treasure it n try to "appreciate" it.. (I said i will try, pls dun let me "appreciate" this kind of life for every month!haha..) Kambateh together!

Cheers!

Hihi~~ (13.12.2006)

Wow.. Long time din post something in my blog.. Miss ya my blog.. Haha.. I'm having my great HOLIDAYSSSS!! Yeah!!Haha..

This month I'm having my one month holidays which is a really happy month for me.. This holidays i manage to go for some exercise like my favourite sport - Swimming!! Haha.. I miss swimming so much... And i know how to swim butterfly~ Wow~ Haha.. But still can't finish 1 lap.. Haigh~ Actually not only swiming.. I like to try any other sport.. Dunno y juz like to play more sport~ Haha..

Finally, my dear brother is back!! Yeah~ so happy.. not only for his present, Ok? He's my brother wat.. Of coz i miss him~ Haha.. Another 'kaki' accompany to go for exercise~ Yeah~~

Last month I've had a great day with my beloved secondary sch frenss.. finally~ Haha.. Tat day was Lao Da's birthday.. We really had a great fun!! Haha.. Busy taking photo.. talk lame joke.. Kacau ppl! haha.. feels like in secondary sch again!! Haha.. Well guys, I'm so happy to have u all by my side.. I will always remember u all.. Hope u all dun forget me o! Haha.. Also for my Poly's frenss!! I'm so glad to have u all by my side..

To all my frens,

Let's cheers for our frenship~ Yeah!

一升的眼泪One liter of tears.. (20.11.2006)

一升的眼泪 One liter of tears.. a japanese drama.. really touching and made me cry from start till the end.. That's the best japanese drama that i ever watched.

This story is about a girl who suffer from a weird and uncurable disease called 脊髓小脑变性症. This is a real story.. Very touch.. That girl called aya, who was a basketball player before. She lived in a happy family. When she discovered that she suffered from this disease, she was 15 years old. This was a great impact to her as this disease will make her cannot walk, talk, swallow food properly, coma then... death! That's really cruel for such a young girl.

This story really happened in Japan. From this drama i've learned about this disease. This is a drama to encourage people do not give up. After watching this drama, i've think a lot. Really, i learned a lot from this.. but i think i almost 流了半公升的眼泪.. Haha..

Frens, if u have time, try to get this drama n watch. U will learn more about life from this drama.. haha.. Time is precious. So, we muz cherish wat we have now n also cherish everyone beside u.. haha..

Juz to share this drama wif u all.. hope u all will take some time to watch.. Haha.. Kambateh neh!

Ooo~ Wat a busy life!! (09.11.2006)

Wow.. It's block 7 now!! Next month which is 25th November.. I finally have my holidayssss until 1st of January!!! Yeah!!

Another good news for me n my family!! My brother coming back on 13 Dec!! Yeah!! I miss him so much.. n his PRESENTSS... hahah... :p

Erm, This month i'm having Digital essential and Culture & Expression! For Digital essential, the lecturer is so nice.. So fast he can remember most of our names.. Haha.. He's a very friendly lecturer in TP (including Lillie n Peggy!! Yeah!!). Actually all of our lecturer in TP r very friendly n helpful!! Haha.. But, the DE lecturer is too easy going!! Student late for 1 hour he dun care n still smile.. Hahah.. Wow~ Haha.. The only thing that all of us agree is that his teaching speed is getting higher n higher!! Sometimes u even haven't watch clearly wat he has click, he already done the work!! Wow~ So fast!! haha.. So, we have to use our memory to take down 1st then juz put all this in my note book!! Haha..

For culture and expression, most of our tutorial were done online.. I've learned a lot from this few sessions.. Although everytime have to rush n think until die for the tutorial n assignment.. Haha.. But every class we can watch documentary movie.. I've learned to observe ppl's expression, something about Vienam war... I've learned a lot.. although all of us always cold n starve until our stomach held live concert!! Haha..

Erm.. That's all.. Next time juz share my life wif u all!! :p

Suntec City Trip! (27.10.2006)

These few days keep doing my digital imaging work... busy until forgot to eat my breakfast, lunch n even dinner!! Oh my god! Design school, indeed, a good place for slimming.. Can't imaging how to survive next month as i have two subjects during that month.. Haha..

Well, this Hari Raya holiday, i went to Suntec City to shoot some pictures for my assignment.. Although my aim was for assignment, but i 顺便 became a tourist and visit some famous place in Singapore! Haha.. The victim with me, needless to say, Le Xin again! (Cuz Siew Yun Not free.. Too Bad.. But last week we went to City Hall for assignment too... But in the end our photo more than assignment photo! haha.. Like tourists.. also a happy day~ Haha..)

First, we went to Suntec City, the fountain of wealth.. That's very beautiful.. I love the fountain very much.. Haha.. then we went to "window shopping" cuz we have no money! Haha.. But we really saw a lot of beautiful things.. That's also VSC's work.. Observe more beautiful things to inspire us come out with more good design.. Haha.. Wat a good excuse for shopping huh! haha..

Then, we went to Marina Square n also Esplanade as Le Xin's assignment needs that photo.. (This month dunno went to Esplanade n City Hall for how many times!!!) Of course we took a lot of photossss... Haha.. wat a good memory~ Then we went to VIVO CITY! The new shopping complex in Harbourfront. Wow~ it's so beautiful.. I like the Sky park.. But tat day too many people.. next time I wanna go again!Haha~ Wait for me ya, VIVO CITY!

But, In Singapore, holidays dun go out.. cuz that day we went out.. There were a lot of peoplesssssssss... So crowded~ haha.. Next time better stay at home sleep! Haha~

Well, the City Hall trip n the Suntec Trip, both r good memory to me~ I'm so happy to have Le Xin n Siew Yun with me... Haha.. thanks ya~ Frens~ But that few days were damn tired lo~ lolz~

These few days we r too stress for DI~ To anyone who read this: Always relax n Be happy~ :p

Feel lost... (23.10.2006)

Dun ask me why.. I dunno wat happen.. The distance between me n my beloved secondary frens seems like becoming longer n longer... I dunno why.. I just feel like that.. Perhaps they will say dun think too much.. But for me.. I really feel like that.. Long time din see them.. I'm so tired to be the one to maintain.. Maybe we r in the different environment so we have a distance between us.. unlike before.. Really feel quite lost ya..

But i know, this is one of the procedure to grow up.. yup.. we will seperate 1 day.. it's just i experience this earlier than u all.. well, although i feel like that.. but guys.. i really treat u all truly.. Hope u all will understand.. Frens, for me, is forever~ Especially such a group of best frens in SSAJ! I'll never forget the days in SSAJ!

Hey, frens~ I won't forget u all.. Although i feel quite lost, but i'm sure this feeling will leave me soon.. (Perhaps these few days being influence by the Sad Korean Songs.. Made me think negatively.. Haha..) I'll be fine! Be strong ya! Haha.. Kambateh neh~

Yeah! I've my own blog! (12.10.2006)

Hmmm.. Ladies n gentlemen.. Attention please... I'm here to announce that I finally have my own blog... Yeah.. haha.. Wow... I really can't believe it.. haha..
I think this will b a good way to keep in touch with my frens.. This may b a good way for them to update about how's my life.. haha..
Well.. Let's talk about today's lesson.. this month is an elective block.. Digital imaging.. Wow.. It's really a subject that all of us like it very much.. Photoshop is juz too fun n incredibles.. Haha.. U can do lots of effect with photoshop.. Today is the submission day for assignment 1.. Movie poster.. We'll b the star.. Sounds good rite.. Although i really stress out for this assignment but I'm actually having a great fun.. Next time i can do 1 with my favourite artist.. Hehe.. Haha..
Although it's fun.. but, assignment 2 is coming.. really a big headache for me.. still a interesting project.. but I'm sure I'll b stress.. Nvm, everything should b all rite.. 套一句微笑PASTA的经典台词:只要笑一笑,没什么事情过不了!Haha.. Jia You n smile :) Not only for me, is for everyone who read this.. Haha... :p