Oh people, so sorry for the late update!! haha!! But I think actually not really need to update too since we almost speak to each other every day!! haha!! And I dun think my Malaysia frens wants to read this too... It's ok, I dun really care!
Well, after the last post, long period of being a slacker at home, I finally found a job. Before this job started, I went to Pagesetters four days for emergency help. Shouldn't go there man! Now I compare the current job with Pagesetters, really, THIS COMPANY SUCKS LIKE WHAT MAN!!!
The company is a stationary provider company. They do a lot of rubber stamps and print namecards for ppl. But seriously, one month only, I already cried twice. Everyday drag my feet to there, angry, depress, tired. Repeating the same process over and over again. Well, you might say I m too pampered. But I'm sorry, it's not like I dun want to do, it's TOO MANY THINGS that I NEED to do! WTH! Can u imagine whole company only one designer!? It's really bloody sucking ok!! My jobscope really can divide for two or three person to do. What else can i describe the company except of bloody sucking, irritating, hell all these words?
The colleagues there likes to show off. Especially the stupid idiot boss!!! Always show off how rich he is! WTH! You think only you r rich is it!? Really irritating man! And his sister, omg! Totally like a witch! There's only two good person there, production uncle and the aunty in their branch! I really fell like burn down the whole company man. I try to put up with them, but really can;t stand their attitude! as if I MUST put up with them! WALAO WEI! My temper also not that good ok!!! I was planning to work for at least half year there at first, but now, sorry, I dun think i can put up for three months. They really hitting my limit man!
Everyday go home acting like a walking zombie. Even my aunt know I'm not happy. But what bothering me the most is that, at first, my mum and my sis, keep pushing me to accept the job. Really can't wait for me to go. Ok, but now they see how "GOOD" the company is, immediately they change their mind 360 degree. Now KEEP ASKING ME TO QUIT!!! SEE!!!! Really cannot tahan both of them man!!! What u two want?! U want me to go for work, ok, now i m working but tired like a dead meat everyday, and now u two keep asking me to quit. It's not like i can't bear to leave ok!! (WHO THE HELL WILL FEEL THAT WAY FOR THIS KIND OF COMPANY MAN!) It's that I dun want to be a irresponsible person. I dun wan to spoilt my own reputation and I feel that I have a responsible to do it. I dun wan ppl to think like I cannot take tough job. Till the day I finally faint in the company within these three months I will quit without all these stupid thinking.
I was really disappointed last few days. My mum called few days ago, of cuz, she couldn't find my sis, and I was her back up caller. Then I kind of like telling how the company gave me lesser pay and extend the working hour. I just want to tell her what's happening like I wanted her to know what I did in school, although she never pay attention to me forever. And guess what she said? She just scolded me thru the other end, "just quit la! Work like this everyday come home and lose ur temper, might as well quit!" WTH! So, I was losing my temper to her is it? Or she can't bear to imagine her precious princess daughter to be the victim everyday? I was really so depress that day that I can't controlled myself and cried on the phone while speaking with chan chan! Really very depress. I lost my family entirely. I m now an orphan. (dew, i'm not stealing ur line but really i feel the same way!) I rather be alone. It's really depressing to work in this kind of unappreciative company, and when i think I just lost my dad, i still have my mum, and feel like run to my mum embrace, and my mum push me out. Just imagine how this would hurt. And my sis, just keep thinking i m over react. Actually all of them concern me a lot. Sorry ya, princess sister, please keep in mind, in their heart I was dead long time ago or never exist before. You are their only daughter and the only princess ever! You dun need to do house chores, you can mess the house up, you can do whatever you like without getting a scold. But what m i to them but a maid?! So please stop saying all those kind of stuff. I dun wan to hear it ANYMORE. I m disappointed enough that my heart already dead. If i can fly away to somewhere, I WILL. WITHOUT THINKING!
Currently, i just dun feel any better. I really enjoyed every friday night hang out with u guys. Cuz I can totally forget about all these things. Sigh~ 2009 really sucks to me.
OK, should stop complaining. I'm dead tired. Need a good rest. Hope my next post would be a more positive post. I'm sorry for all the negative posts, people.
