Very odd wonderful day!

HAHAHAHA! You should be wondering why is it a very odd wonderful day! Ok! I dunno the reason too! Probably i'm getting more and more negative as I was before! Shit man! I dun wan to but I think when someone is growing older, u will start to think more, isn't it? Before that we were a pure and innocent kid, but as we grow out we experienced different problems and that cause us to think more and sometimes think too much! Hahaha..

OK!OK! Stop it! This should be a happy post! Well, Let's back to the topic! Today, I SUPPOSED to wake up at 9am and tell myself, do something to consult, but dunno kena curse or what, 9am woke up, but very tired then keep lying and sleeping till 11am! SHIT! SHIT! I was like gave up already! Ok, not consulting, and I totally too relax! Haha.. Then went to sch and have lunch with honey dewy! I found that "oh, today is TP open house ar? I think I won't realize that if i din step into the sch!" Hahah! Then i was waiting for honey dewy in a room, but then i met cloudy first. Then honey dewy came, we chat, ate our lunch and do our work. Then we shift to another room and continue the same activities! Nady only came for the DAIM chocolate then stay in library alone! (TSK! SO ANTI-SOCIAL!) Hahaha! Then I did two pages in the classroom which i think is a good progress already man! Better than nothing rite?! Hahaha! Think this way really feel better man! Hahah..

Then, me and lexy went to white sand for dinner as my aunt not cooking today! Then we chose Wan zai to have our dinner cuz those pic really too attractive! OMG! WE TOTALLY ENJOYED THE DINNER LIKE WHAT! That honey dewy dunno Hmmm~ Hmmm~ How many times! We two keep commentting how nice the food is during the dinner and finish everything! Seriously everything!!! OMG MAN! SUCH A ENJOYABLE DINNER! After that we walked out to take bus back, the breezy wind outside really make us feel so good! Then we walked to the bus waiting area happily discussing will u hold ur father's hand with finger cross! (Ok, that sounds gross to me, but we really saw an uncle, holding hands with a gal who looked like his daughter! Not kid ok! Is already teenager! walao!) Then without waiting too long like less than 2 minutes, the bus came! wah! Really damn lucky! I keep telling lexy, something wrong! can't be this lucky! What's the catch? OMG! really so scared! Then the whole journey only took us like 10 minutes! Wah! So early reach home? I was telling lexy would we step on dog shit when we alight? We can't be so lucky! What's the catch? Hahahahah!

Then when i reach home, my aunt got some left over CHEESECAKES from another aunt! WALAO WEI! WAHT HAPPEN TODAY MAN! hahahaha! Can't believe i'm so lucky! and totally so happy! And till 12am, nothing bad happen to me! Whoa!!! So good! Ok! this will be my wonderful day!

Yes, that might be small little things to u! Actually, what I wan to say, happy or not is we, ourselves to decide! To me, if today is a nice weather I will feel happy too! Cuz I'm a too negative thinker(although not in front of u guys la!) but then I told myself I should find something to make myself happy! We are human being so we can control whether we wan to laugh or cry! If I'm sad I will cry it out, keep it yourself is not healthy too! So, to me, to watch a nice singing or dancing performance, bought a new cd, went movie or shopping with my frens(well, as long as with my frens), or even a nice weather will make me happy! Of cuz music affect me the most la! So I choose to listen more upbeat songs which makes me feel happier!

FYP is really sickening man! Everyone is damn stress now! I'm stress too! Scared I can't finish, but I know, if i'm not in good mood i can't draw something good! So, the most important thing, find something that can make u happy before u face all those shitty stuff! Remember this ok!

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Ok, bad things now! Above is my odd wonderful day! Below is negative one! Hahah! Pls be informed!

Although is so bad to say this, but recently, I really getting more and more fed up with my bloody sis! I really can't tahan her anymore man! She is getting more and more annoying and irritating! OMG! Pls man, NTU! accept me or i will fly off to australia! I should live alone! Everytime she go home first or i stay in the room alone i feel damn happy la! I dunno what's wrong! Just that I find her very annoying! A lot of habits i can't tahan! And she just did it to me! Everyweek go home she will ask me to bring something back, saying that her bag very heavy and full! HER HEAD LA! If hers one is heavy, then I mine is what? Walao! U dunno I got back problem is it? Still everyday act nice in front of others! At home u rather watch TVXQ's concert like thousand times than help me to clean the house! I'm really sick of being a maid man! All her job is just act cute in front of my mum which i really feel like puke everytime! Last time she said she dislike my brother, but when he came back last time, keep fighting and act cute in front of him! Walao wei! totally buay tahan man! U know how old u r or not? Even my dad also get fed up ok! almost 27 years old still jumping here and there! Walao! I knew my father would say that! Hahaha! I think that's the reason why ppl said I looked older, cuz i really dun like to 撒娇in front of my parents! I just felt disgusted especially seeing somebody always do these! I told myself!! NONONONONONONO!!! Never ever do that man! OMG! Super long story! I confess she is nice as a sister but she can be damn irritating too!

Ok should stop it man! If i were to write about her, seriously, i need to write very long man! and I guess u guys won't believe it and thought that I just want to grab more attention! Pls! I tell u! NO! TOTALLY! I asked myself! I CAN LIVE ALONE! As i was ALWAYS alone during sec sch days! So well trained already, I already told myself, my job is only to be fillial to my parents and THAT's IT! Sometimes really thinking whether they understand me! They thought they know me, but pls! NO! Totally not! It's really tiring, that's what i can say. Perhaps I understand now why my dad suddenly react that way to my mum, probably like me and my sis, cannot take it too many things of her! Really family matter, sigh, one day when i'm free, I can write a damn long post about it man! sigh~

Sigh, no time to bother all that! CONCENTRATE ON FYP PLS!!!!! Ok! Should stop it! Find something to cheer u up ok!! Yes!! Music!! Yes!! My favourite! Ok! So happy can go home alone again tmr and enjoy music all the way! That's also why I like to go home! cuz can listen to them for few hours! Hahaha! Yeah!!!! OK! See ya in next post! Jia You everyone!!!

(Ps. Lexy, I know u will say ur "roomate" worse! Yes! I agree! She is ULTIMATE LEVEL! cannot compare! If compare to ur "roomate" my sis is not too good though, but at least much better than that lunatic roomate! Hahahahaha!) :p

Happy 2009 people~

OMG! It's already 2009! I'm getting more and more panic about my project! I'm seriously so sorry to my tutor man! It's not like I dun wan to do, just that really dunno how! My drawing really sucks man! OK! Dun care already! I can do it! So everyone can do it also! Just remember our main purpose - PASS ONLY! Hahahaha!

It's already 2009, I can't believe that I'm going to be 21 years old! How i wish the time could turn back! How I wish I can be like a kid, just play and study! Normally we will think this way, but i know, always looking back is not a very good thing also! So, just look forward! I'm sure this will be a brand new start for us! We can't stop the time, so just tell myself! LIVE A HAPPY LIFE! Appreciate everything around us and do more charity work! That would be my purpose! I really dunno what should I study for my degree, now it's really not the right time to start working! Sigh~

Well, not much things to blabber, just to wish everyone around me have a wonderful 2009, forget every bad things happened before, stay healthy and happy! If we ourselves think we can make it! I'm sure we can! Jia you all my frens~ :)