My love~ :)

OMG! Really this man can't kill me enough is it?!! I dunno whether I will die this coming april or not! He is going to wear all these super nice clothes while filming the drama. I guess I will really STICK on my screen and flood my room with my saliva~ HAHAHA!! Chang min ar~~ Enough la!! Dun be so handsome ok?! :)

Today is really a good day~ I din go back to the rubbish home, so i stayed in the rubbish room for this weekend. And this morning, I decided to do a spring clean for my room! Wasei! Really man! If i have a choice, i will definitely stay alone! I really hate living with my sister! SHE IS SUPER ULTRA DIRTY OMG! Really so angry while cleaning the room! The only thing she did was only cleaning the fan (Which i dunno how to open the thing!) Other than that, sorry man, i think i NEVER see her cleaning this room and i really feel very furious to see the room condition. Even in my rubbish house! Gosh! That should be even worse. I really dun feel like going back to look at it! My sis and my mum's room really horrible. My mum of cuz will keep the house but you see the way she do it, you might faint on the spot. as for my sister, I NEVER SEE HER CLEANING THE HOUSE, if you dun ask her to do. I mean she NEVER VOLUNTEER TO HELP CLEANING THE ROOM. All she do is sitting in front of the com or TV like a princess. WTH said I'm the princess in the house? Bloody hell! I m maid ok!!

Okok, too ji1 dong4 i know. HAHAH!! Today is a great day, cuz after i did a spring clean to my room, wasei! I NEVER SEE MY ROOM SO CLEAN BEFORE!! FEEL SUPER ULTRA HAPPY LA!! HAHAHAHHA! Then dewy came to my house~ And we went to swim~ :) I dunno is it the water problem or exercise makes ppl happy, we just feel super happy after swimming. HAHA!! And after i came back, i still feel very happy cuz my room is sooooo clean~~ :)))))

I really wonder how my house gonna look like when I'm back. But who cares, that's just a place for me to sleep. There's no one in the house would ever care about me. So sorry, i forgot i m just a maid. So let the princess go back often, i will be staying in my comfort zone forever~ Really feels very fan everytime i step into the house. SIGH! But now i learn to care lesser, since nobody cares about ur feeling, wat for I take it so serious! YES! so, i will tell my self, just be a good maid will do. My parents already have a GREAT DAUGHTER and SON, so plus me as the maid, perfect, and plus my father's mistress, fuiyoo, what a HAPPY FAMILY! HAHAHAHA!!

*yawn* Time to sleep. Dun think to much, keep remind urself, 活在当下, enjoy urself, dun regret after that, and really care lesser, you will be much more happier~ I'm learning to put it all down, I'm learning to tell myself my father is a betrayer is nothing, I'm learning to tell myself, dun take it too hard, one day you will leave them, long enough for them to realise that, I already gone...

OK la~ Update! HAHA!!

Ok, OMG! My last update was 24 November! Wasei! Really! I was busy like hell!! So sorry ppl for not update often, now sleeping is really so important to me man! I m always dead tired! HAHAH!! But it's ok i think, cuz there's only one loyal reader will read my blog which is dewy~ HAHAHAA!! Thanks dew! I guess i dun need to post any update u will also know everything since we keep emailed each other everyday! HAHAHA!!



OK! YES! Emails! Really during working hours, emails from frens really can refresh urself! HAHAHA!! It's so happy to see emails from ur frens! Like YES! Finally not job orders! hahaha!! Well, after almost 5 months torture, i m still hee-haw! No change! Just becoming more and more tired everyday! Sigh! I can feel myself getting weaker and weaker. Nowadays i sleep early like 10 + or 11+, but the next day i still feel super damn tired, tired walking, tired eating, tired talking. My every single cells are yelling for a rest! But this stupid idiot company just can't seem to understand the word "OVERLOAD". They are really suckers! This is the time i realise how selfish a person can get when u r in crucial moment! WTH! Like i keep helping the uncle to do the rubber stamp, cuz if i dun help him, i also kena what! So i m just a volunteer to help ok! But so sorry ar, this uncle also like keep asking finish already? As if these are my jobs! WALAO! Nvm, those sales ppl even more suckers! When comes to urgent item, who care u r exhausted or wahtever, even if u can't give them, what do u think? U r the one to take the blame la! REALLY Suckers! Then the IP site aunty keep forcing me to do urgent work. SO DEAD TIRED LA! Sigh!! T.T



I really hate working there. I dun mind to do prints, but i just feel like running away from these ppl. Seriously tot i m machine or what! Chang min ar~ When are u coming to save me from this miserable life? I hate working there, but no choice, need to save money, to fly to ur side! Fortune teller aunty! Pls tell me all u said are truth! I will marry chang min la!! HAHAHA!! OMG! Really can't wait man. Dew! Let's jia you la! We are now walking towards them, i know very hard, but really nvm, if only i can stand beside them forever, how hard i will give a try man HAHAA!!! :)



OKOK! Omg! tired dead meat wanna sleep liao~ to be continue ok? So sorry for the short update~ :(